I have been back in school at Ball State since August 20th and have found it very difficult to juggle being an "A" student and being "mommy". There are days I wonder how I will ever survive another week of this. I had a hard enough time balancing being a wife and a mom, but when you through homework and classes in with it, it almost seems unbearable. No matter how early I go to bed, I never feel rested and no matter how good of a mood Mac is in, as soon as i put her down to work on homework, she starts screaming her head off, as if she will die if she's not picked up right now! For a 5 & 1/2 month old, she has quite the attitude.
I know it will just take time for things to run smoothly, it's just hard to leave my beautiful daughter with a babysitter so I can go sit in a classroom where an outspoken atheist tells me that the human race is a product of millions of years of evolution. I just don't see the point.
I would much rather spend my day at home, sitting on the floor playing peek a boo and teaching my daughter how to find her nose.
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